Hi, I'm Kai!

I live on an island called Tenerife (in Canary Islands, Spain) and I proudly stand at a mighty 1.60 meters tall. I understand English well, but I'm not always fluent when expressing myself — still, I try.


I'm a calm and homey person. My dogs have been my closest companions. I've always felt like I was a bit behind in life. I was one of those kids who took studying seriously, until I learned that life does't really reward that in the way I expected....


So I graduated in Fine Arts because drawing has always been a part of me, but after finishing the degree, I felt lost, unmotivated and without direction. Later on, I studied web development and completed a higer vocational program in 2025. I'm now working on a temporary contract as a developer at the company where I did my internship—learning as I go (and honestly, half the time I don't know what I'm doing).


I've struggled with anxiety, depression, and self-image for most of my life, and I've always found comfort in my passions. As a teen, I was obsessed with World of Warcraft, Buffy, fanfiction, My Chemical Romance (I saw them live in 2011 and again in 2022), anime, and visual kei. I saw the GazettE in 2013, and in 2015 I had the chance to visit Japan—a trip I remember with great fondness.


Over time, I transitioned, found friendships, and started to feel more at peace with myself. Now I'm a collage of all my past selves, and I enjoy creating and sharing at my own pace.


I love being at home doing my own thing, but I also enjoy traveling—especially to places with forests. I'd love to spend some time roaming around in a camper van with my dogs. I don't have a driver's license yet, but I'm working on it.


Thanks for reading. If we share any interests, I'm glad to know that!

Feeling:

Mood

He/They, 1997

INFP 5w6

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★ Movies

  • Ravenous
  • The Devils
  • Memories Of Murder
  • Lord of the rings
  • November
  • Cronenberg movies
  • Love Exposure
  • Nobody Knows
  • The Seventh Seal
  • Alien
  • The Fall
  • Let the Right One In
  • Funny Games
  • Re-Animator

★ Shows

  • Interview with the vampire
  • What we do in the shadows
  • Twin Peaks
  • Black Sails
  • Hannibal
  • The Terror

★ Anime/Manga

  • Gintama
  • Haibane Renmei
  • Natsume Yuujinchou
  • Mushishi
  • Berserk
  • Nº6
  • Monster
  • Shūzō Oshimi manga
  • Inio Asano manga
  • Mob Psycho
  • Dungeon Meshi
  • Welcome to the N.H.K.
  • Blue Period
  • Mononoke

★ Games

  • Disco Elysium
  • the Witcher
  • Red Dead Redemption II
  • Baldurs Gate 3
  • Skyrim
  • Yakuza
  • FFXIV
  • Dragon Age
  • Kingdom Come Deliverance

★ Hobbies

  • Playing Bass
  • Drawing and painting
  • Crafts
  • Walks/hiking with my dogs
  • Collecting trinkets, thrifting
  • Reading
  • Journaling
  • Movies
  • Watching long YouTube videos...
  • Decorating spaces

★ Music Genres

  • Rock/Post-rock/J-rock
  • Metal/Folk/Nu/Black/Detah metal
  • Shoegaze/Dream pop
  • Gothic/Southern Gothic
  • Dark Ambient/Dungeon Synth
  • Indie
  • Visual kei
  • Industrial/ebm

★ Bands

  • Aurora
  • Dir en Grey
  • Crystal Castles
  • My dead girlfriend
  • Fleetwood Mac
  • Orville Peck
  • Alcest
  • the Cure
  • System Of A Down
  • Ethel Cain
  • ATARI Teenage Riot
  • IC3PEAK
  • Electric Callboy
  • Jeremy Soule
  • Sea Power

★ Characters I like

  • Kim Kitsuragi
  • Lestat de Lioncourt
  • Griffith
  • MollyMauk Tealeaf
  • Goro Majima
  • Emet Selch
  • Willow Rosenberg

Likes

folklore, animals (especially dogs, and cuddling with them), forest trails, rain sounds, earth tones, food (ice cream, gyozas, curry, caraotas, pasta), images with textures, medieval aesthetics, dark fantasy, linocuts, wood carvings, handcrafted items, creatures/monsters, concerts, taking notes on paper to organize my thoughts.

Dislikes

hot weather, minimalism, capitalism, reggaeton/trap music, mint-flavoured food, conflict, bureaucracy, fakeness, being rushed, overly bright lights, noisy places, pretentious people.

Quiz Results


You like to explore lots of different topics to better understand the world around you, and often find really niche topics interesting. Even though you’re really nice (you think), these weird interests tend to turn people away. Whatever, you prefer to only have a few close friends anyway.
stacked rocks You appear collected and calm but youre actually barely holding it together. i dont know if stacking rocks helps, but uh, you can do that, i guess.
What is your Animal Crossing personality? Answer these hard-
Your Result: Peppy
 
Peppy villagers are like the Pinkie Pie in the Animal Crossing series. They tend to want to have a party with others. Sometimes they even find interest in sports. They love candy and eat it frequently. Examples of peppy villagers are Candi, Bluebear, Bianca, and Bunnie.
 
Uchi
 
Lazy
 
Jock
 
Snooty
 
Cranky
 
Normal
 
Smug
What is your Animal Crossing personality? Answer these hard-
Personality Test
I am brie!
I am an Alakazam!
British Quiz
Big Sister

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